i don't like crowds

tonight i went to my friends graduation at my old high school and it was loud and crowded 

and i couldn't even move so i started to freak out 

because i hate being around tons of people,

it makes me so scared,

and i just wanted to find a quiet corner but there wasn't one

and girls are just plain mean

and i am so glad i'm not in high school anymore.

all i want to do is cuddle with bennett

and he will kiss my forehead and my freckle by my nose

and rub my belly

and tell me that everything's ok.

but he is two states away

and i miss him so much it makes my heart hurt.

i don't like night time.