bad blogger

i'm sorry i haven't posted anything in a while

it's just that not much has been going on

other than last minute shopping for my family

and trying not to get the bug that's going around

and that's about it

mostly i'm just ready for christmas

and then i'll try to keep myself occupied until the 31st

when i fly to tampa

early in the morning

to finally be with bennett

because i miss him a whole lot

and we're in love

and this is my favorite picture of him

that i keep in my planner

merry christmas eve eve eve!

cookies for bennett

right now i am making cookies

(pillsbury ready to bake sugar cookies with pumpkins on them)

as a peace offering

and an apology

because sometimes i can be so ridiculous

and impatient

and stubborn

but despite all my nonsense

emotions

and unnecessary freak outs

he loves me

and i love him

more than ever

and that's all that matters