oh me oh my

this weekend i am getting married.

i will be a wife in 5 days.

5 teeny tiny days.

the flowers have been ordered

the cake and desserts have been decided

my wedding hair has been practiced

and i am happy.

so happy.

i thought by this point i would be freaking out

but i am not.

i am calm.

my computer crashed this morning

and there are supposed to be thunderstorms all day sunday

but somehow i don't care.

i am blessed

and excited

and i can't stop smiling

and i am so, so in love.

so here's to my wedding day.

may it be full of beautiful moments

happiness

and love.

i will be back to blogging after my honeymoon.

have a wonderful couple of weeks, everyone.

(pretty peony picture from here)

be still my heart

bennett and i took baby jack to the zoo today.

i will say more about it in another post with more pictures,

but for now

i have to share this photo with you...

it honestly makes me want to cry.

he is going to be such an incredible father one day

and i cannot wait to begin our little family.

a happy list for may

i had forgotten how happy happy-lists make me.

here we go...

1. i am done with my last semester of classes (no graduation until december though)

2. the warm sunshine on my shoulders and face

3. knowing that in a couple weeks i will be laying on the beaches of spain, france, and italy

4. maxi dresses, heels, and red lipstick

5. my hair is finally getting longer

6. i got a job at the art museum in nashville and i could NOT be more excited

7. having the time to read a book

8. hot summer nights with my love and a bottle of wine

9. playing at the park with baby jack

10. getting to marry my best friend in 17 days

oh, i am so happy

so, so happy

(image via cupcakes and cashmere)

wowza

i did it.

i am done.

i just finished my last assignment!

now i can focus completely on the wedding during these next 2 weeks.

oh, and sleeeeeeeeeeep a lot...