tonight i was talking to bennett on the phone and i was just so warm and sleepy and comfortable in my bed that i didn't want to get up and brush my teeth. so he told me that it would be okay if i skipped tonight. i tried and tried to fall asleep but i started feeling so guilty that i just had to get up and brush them. now i can't fall asleep and all i want to do is call bennett so he can tell me goodnight again and remind me of all the wonderful things we're going to do together this summer when he gets back. but i can't because he's sleeping and that would be selfish of me. ugh.