on my mind

the thought of going back to tampa on sunday makes me cry.

my few days back in nashville have really made me realize

how much i miss my friends and family

and the hills

and the trees

and everything about nashville.

tampa is so flat

and....uninspiring.

i don't want to be surrounded by strip malls

and chinese take-out restaurants.

i need hills

and trees

and air.

i need to breathe.

we are in a weird limbo/waiting period right now.

we're still waiting to find out if bennett has been accepted to northwestern

and although he has been accepted to the university of south florida

we need to wait and see what kind of funding he is offered.

my fingers are crossed for northwestern.

hopefully we'll find out soon

so our lives will have somewhat of a direction

for the next few years....

this uncertainty is driving me nuts.