so i have been wondering why it has been hard for me lately to post on the blog, and today i figured it out. i am terrible at organizing my thoughts. terrible. so every time i sit down and try to make an organized post about one thing, it just doesn't work. i end up wanting to write about something i'm looking forward to, what i ate for lunch, how i saw a really cute pregnant lady, and then i'll throw in a picture of bennett because he's my favorite. so after i had this realization, i decided that it's ok. some people have a way with words. i am not one of those people. so from now on i am content with the fact that my posts might be a jumbled mess of random thoughts.